Thursday, July 28, 2011

Desperate Endeavour

to find my whoever, wherever she may be.

livejournal isn't working, god even knows why i decided to use that crap of a...website? hmm, program? software? application?

i don't even know what it's called.

2.27am. sch in roughly 6-8 hours.

haven't done 4 tutorials, only because i have no fucking clue how to do it.

but in the process of struggling, i realized, smart people are not dumb.

and when they are not dumb, they forget how to teach dumb people. or in other words, they forget how to be dumb enough to teach someone.

so many people are the same, no fucking interest in this stupid course.

really wished i could take psychology.

NO FUCKING INTEREST,CAN YOU FUCKING READ THE SENTENCE,NO FUCKING INTEREST.
NOFUCKINGINTEREST.

gosh,people just don't get it when i say i'm not interested.

NO.

when i get more money and time, i'm going to experiment with sugar glass, and smoking tea. and maybe banana peels.

a recent post on facebook made me realize something as well.

the things that you can't change, will sometimes end up changing you.

everyone around me has been changing, by looks or by attitude, by character or by passion.

everything seems out of place, except, except that one

feels like it's meant to be there for a reason.

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