where'd you go

i miss this song.

not only because of the feeling it gives you,but because of the feeling that makes you want to talk to someone who sang this.

i think i'm not good at keeping friends.

the closest of my friends all just happen to be there,i never really grew up with anyone cool or at least someone to talk to.

it was like,happy happy happy.

school starts
family breaks apart
then things get dark
and then we restart
with broken bones
and different tones
we go our ways
with so many days

there isn't one person whom i would talk to willingly.

face to face,maybe its because people just think im weird.

or i happen to grow up with people who i think are losers.

too much pride perhaps,or maybe there is a big gap there.

you'd think future generations pass down their legacy or something.

but when it stops,then there is a really big warp in lifestyle.

which is also why i think i prefer to hang out with older people?

too little young people with insight or something.

friendsssssss be my fucking friend!@#

hate must exist,so that we can learn to love.

please tell me that you're alright?

right at this moment,i feel like skipping all the sleep,and doing what i'll do tommorrow.

isn't it boring and a waste of time to sleep?

if only this worked like a game,where you would sleep instantly and wake up with full hp.

guess not.

i think its no shame to do things others think are weird or..uncalled for?

if someone kills someone else,surely it has to be reasonable.

if you steal something,surely a reason impulsed it!

it cant be that,everything bad has no way out,and complies to jail or a sentence right.

the fact that these bad things are going on,shows how much more we have to do.

and im sure jail and fines will NOT change anything.

some people go into jail and plan an attack on others.

okay back to christmas.

i think i'll die soon.

im looking at the world,from no one's point of view.

you know what that means?

it means there is no fucking hypocritical judgement,or biased feelings on anything.

just think about it,what life is about to you.

you wake up everyday,and you do what you do,and go back to sleep.

this repeats for about,until you die.

and when you die,whats next? dont we ever wonder?

whats after death.

probably nothing,and we wouldn't exist,and it would be so boring all over again,just to know we don't make a significance to exist.

stupid sci-fi movies.

oh you know something else?

I HATE THE MEDIA OR ADVERTISEMENTS.

fucking destroy people.

i always believed that anything done will change anything else.

if you drank a glass of water today,your body will take it.

if you drink an extra glass of water tommorrow,your body will surely know somethings not right.

or,if you brush your teeth twice today,and thrice tommorrow.

the changes are not only within your body,but materialistically noticable.

your toothpaste goes down abit more,and you get to brush your teeth 1 less time.

your toothbrush gets a little more worn out and spoils easier.

the acid will clean your teeth,and it will get stronger in immunity?

the main point is,even if someone tells you it won't make a difference,it actually will,in the slightest way.

you'd think that if someone said hi to you today,and didn't notice you tomorrow you won't fucking notice?

you think your brain will not sub consciously warp itself into believing that person doesn't like you despite the fact that you convinced yourself it's just coincidence that person didn't see you?

i think im thinking too far off from the "real" world.

stay relevant and expect change? now this is more realistic.

go government bastards.

ticky tacky

weeeeeeeee.

alcohol is not fun.

i hate alcohol.

holidays are boring.

especially with noone to hang out with.

i think facebook is a place for lonely attention seeking people.

for the moment of course.

i think people log on to facebook cause they are bored and have nothing better to do.

blahblah,what a hypocrite.

i love money.

confidence

don't you just hate when your eyebrow is bleeding? i personally dont hate it but i dont like it either =/ haha

hope you like your pictures facing down.

i realised,that my secondary education is over and i shouldnt be worrying about coming home late,but more of being murdered.haha

and i realised

women are human.

its not all about looks,these humans have feelings too.

i must've neglected it for so long ...

how?

i love talking to people who i don't know much about.anticipation.